candy's secrets

周而复始

2009-11-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

不知道是不是受到国内寒流的影响新加坡的天气也开始阴雨交加了持续的阴雨让天空蒙上了灰灰的颜色心情随之也变得有点潮湿温度也下降了可是我依旧在睡觉的时候吹风扇学校依然开很低的冷气身边的人包括自己也感冒了是变季了吗不对, 这里没有季节! 还是在提醒我冬天到了应该是吧每个季节变换的时候就会特别怀念以前以前的人以前去过的地方以前做过的事包括天气包括新闻包括...... 很多很多

其实自己是个非常惧怕寒冷的人也不喜欢过冬天武汉的天气是属于那种善变夹生尴尬的一种既没有北方那种豪爽干脆的大雪也不是南方那种温柔的寒冷最最主要的是室内没有暖气!!!!!! 所以不得不把自己裹得很臃肿来抵御寒冷行动很是不方便而且特别以及非常的不想起床那叫一个痛苦啊依恋那个温暖的被窝那个残旧的取暖器那个老旧的电热壶只是犹记得那年漫天雪花飞舞的课间那次疯狂的雪仗那个龌龊的举动偷偷的捏一团雪趁不注意一把塞到某人的衣服里然后嘲笑他纠结尴尬的表情得瑟得瑟哈哈!!!! 之后我仍然会说我最讨厌的季节就是冬天~~~~~

人就是这样, 永远不懂珍惜身边不懂珍惜眼前只有错过了失去了离开了然后偶然回想起来突然发现心被扯了一下..... 没有能力力挽狂澜于是就学会了顺其自然不是自己的就算争取也没用是自己的如果放选择了放手也就变成不是自己的了不相信爱情, 却相信世界的某一处有一个人, 一直等在那里. 只是不知道会何时何地的出现总是快乐而孤独的等着也许就可以一直下去`````

20 years old-- green and mature

2009-01-25T03:37:00.000-08:00

to commemorate my 20 years old ..this is another new start of my life

princess ^_^

the spring festival... im in the home

2009-01-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

when i was in kunming....

senior high school class gethering...

got long time havent seen them

the feeling at the moment when i saw them is extreamly exciting..

finally i came back home...

the first thing is to wear a lot of clothes to keep warm haha...

shopping shopping shopping

cold cold cold

chillness

la la la....
this is my favorite thing haha

so cool

after i come back to my hometown i have done a lot of things....

i got meet a lot dear friends...
i go shopping by using my mom's credit card haha so cool!!

i have eaten a lot fantastic local food which is i missed all the time

all in all.... now im very happy~~~

travel alone....ToT~~

2009-01-17T17:41:00.000-08:00

now im in the kunming city the capital city of yunan province... ah~~ this is my first station of going back. also this is my first time to travel by myself especially for such a long jerney... i thought i would be very feared. But actually im braver than my orignal thinking.... haha!!!

from singapore to kumming... i spend nearly 5 hours in the flight. the abording time is very disgusting which is at today's morning 3 am... what a pervert time is. ... i got long time never sleep le .... in the airplane i try to sleep for a while but i can't fall asleep all the time.... so i was keep drinking coffee all the time to regain consciousness....

you know the time i leave from kumming to wuhan which is my hometown is today's afternoon around 7:30pm... oh my god.. now it is still around 10 am.... i got nothing to do since all the shops haven't operated yet. so i just walk around untill i can't stand the cold wind anymore .... so cold in here and the sadest thing is i don't have any thick clothes to keep warm... the temperature right now is around 5 degree only ... ah ah ah ~~ and my hands also very cold as well since i dont have glove and i have to keep pressing the keyboard... I got long time never experience the winter... so cool~~~

i miss my parents and my bedroom, the warm bed... i wish the time can pass faster and faster so that i can stop the lonely jerney asap....

now im exciting exciting... after 9 hours i will see my parents le... go go go !!

about holiday

2008-12-16T10:56:00.000-08:00

so late i havent sleep ...haha..

im seem conditioned to sleep very late and also wake up later and later since im in the holiday.

certainly the costs of staying up all night is there are lot of pimples was randomly present on my face. omg....

yet i still dont want to sleep.. hazi~~

i thought i always feel boring even if i was expecting the holiday for a long time. contradicting... ppl always like that, the thing havent gained is always the best.

no plan, no activity, no motivation.... one day one dinner is my holiday babit... the result of it is i feel very hungry now... very very hungry!~~

because of extreme bored holiday, i bought a 500 pieces jigsaw puzzle in order to goof. i thought it would took me a lot of time to do it... but the fact is i almost finish the whole thing from the day i bought it until now, lesser than one day ... oh dear...that means i will get nothing to do again soon./

now im looking my honey air ticket to count down the day i can go back... i got long time dont experience the winter... although it is very cold and i afraid it very much. i still miss it especailly for the beautiful snow... this chrismas day got no snow again. what can i do?? ok, lets forget it...

finally i feel sleepy le..

by the way this is my first log about myself for this blog....

hope you can support me ... thanks*1000000000000000

good night .....

Fish and ocean...

2008-12-11T23:36:00.000-08:00

Fish said to the Ocean: You cant see my tears because im in the water..
Ocean relied to the fish: I feel your tears because you are in my heart...

Im neither a fish nor ocean, yet you still cant see my tears?

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Fsh said to the ocean: why is me always the one asking you?
Ocean replied to the fish: because i like being in your thoughts.

Im neither a fish nor the ocean, why do you have to make me wait?
Do you know i love you?
Do you know waiting for you is very painful?
Do you know im in suffering?

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If you are a fish and i am the ocean,
you will always be the one in my heart....
but if i am that fish and you are the ocean
will you let me swim in your heart?

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Fish said to the ocean: if im gone will you cry?
Ocean replied to the fish: no, i will not cry i will die...

I'm neither a fish nor the ocean, if im gone;
Pease do not cry not die for my heart is alive in you..

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fish said to the ocean: wiithout fish there is nothing in the ocean.

Ocean replied to the fish: without you there is nothing in my life..

I am neither a fish nor the ocean, without me you will still live on;
But withour you there is no love in my life; without you there is no light im my eyes.....

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Fish said to the ocean: so how many fish did you have before me?
Ocean replied to the fish: you are not the first fish in the water but the first one in my heart.

I am neither a fish nor the ocean, and we are not each other's first.
But do you know every time when i start wonderiing, you will be first in my mind...

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